I’m sorry mom. I’m not as good as you want me to be. I’m not a perfect daughter. I’m sorry that i piss you off everyday and never meet your expectations. You just ask for too much. You yell at me even if i make just a small mistake like i forget to eat fruits after dinner. You yell at me for not cleaning up my room. I just freaking cleaned it last night and i wasn’t home for the whole day so it’s not even messy. You yell at me for not having all A’s at school. You don’t know how hard it is for me. I try my best. Sometimes i wish i was born here so my eng would’ve been better so i could be an A student for you. School is stressing me out mom. I need you to support and motivate me. i don’t need you to tell me that i’m bad, lazy, stupid,… I always try hard at school because i want you to be proud of me. You always compare me to your friends’ kids. i’m not them mom. They say their kids are better. Who cares? what if they lie.. I try to be nice to you. But sometimes i can’t handle you mom, you just piss me off so bad when you yell at me for no reasons. i miss it when you smiled at me and said i was a good girl. I really miss it. It’s been a long time since the last time you and dad gave me a compliment. it’s like 4 years ago. i really want to cry right now. You never talk to me or ask me how’s school. You just look at my grades and judge me. Everytime i ask you to hang out, you and dad always assume that i’m doing something bad. You guys basically don’t trust me. And i i hate that. I know what i need and should do to have a bright future. Just be quiet and watch me for once. I don’t need compliments anymore. I just want you and dad to stop complaining. I’ll prove to you guys that i’ll have a good life and you guys will be proud of me. Just give me times, watch me and don’t say anything…. That’s all i’m asking for…..
